was really moody today.
think alot like:
myself,
my mom,
my sister,
my friends.
myself: if only im more able.
i wouldn't need others for help,
my relationships will be better,
my health might be good,
help my friends if they need me.
my mom: if only im more able.
i could look after her better,
wouldn't need her to worried about me,
expressing my love for her better,
bring her to doctor whenever she not well.
my sister: if only im more able.
i could care more for her,
understand her better,
talk sense that she could listen.
my friends: if only im more able.
i could better understand them,
help them in anyway i could,
talk to me whenever they needed someone.
it's hurts deeply right now.
my heart is crying while you were crying.
you denied it but i could guess it.
i always thought i treated you as friends ever since then,
until recently something told me it's not that simple.
i kept it inside. i hide it. i wouldn't say it.
my life is in a mess. if not i got a great job right now.
i will not have time to think all this.
guess life is like that. whenever you are alone.
thoughts started to run.
and to you:
i ask,
you wouldn't say.
i ask her, she wouldn't say.
her closest,
don't know anything.
im worried about my mom.
im worried about my health.
im worried about my sister.
im worried about you guys.
everything i just don't know.
my heart is full.
my mind is overflow with thoughts.
i feel like SHIT!!
i feel insecure.
i thought i change.
just realise i still kapt alot of things to myself
if i were a girl, i will cry...... .......
Name:Ray Sim Wang Si
Bdae:1/3/1988
Nicks:StiNgRay
Horo:Pisces, Dragon
Contact:
Onizuka_birdie@hotmail.com
Status:Im no longer single
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