[[*---Fallen Angel's Journal---*]]

Sunday, August 24, 2008

+misunderstanding+

Firstly,
thank you my dear so understand my intention of hiding the truth from you.
my intention meant no harm to our relationship de. this you dun hab to worry =)
next time i will try to let you know de lor

Secondly,
my mum really likes you lah.. if not she will not even ask me to treasure you.
she seldom ask me to treasure my gf de.. so meaning you are special to her lor.
even she can see you are a nice lady. just that abit.. .. TALKATIVE LOL =X

Thirdly,
sorry for being so forgetful.. *_* i got very serious de STM problem de. PAI SEH hor.. =X
but i will at least try to remember the important things starting from now on. =)
and i also wun really angry you for long de. IM NOT THE KIND OF PETTY GUY OKIE ^_^
whatever i did to you is nothing special de. IT'S JUST SOMETHING A BOYFRIEND SHOULD DO. =)

Lastly,
cannot be so naggy so got to cut short now.
that ah bee hor i only add her in friendster. we did not really exchange comments or smses de okie? i added her for the sake of adding only. so you mai kia(hokkien for dun scare) lol.. i know you afraid to lose me right?? o.O heh heh heh

hope i alre ans all your question =D

Labels: i L.O.V.E Girlfriend

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|12:52|

Saturday, August 23, 2008

+my love for you+

I WILL NEVER LIE TO YOU
WHATEVER I SAY IS THE TRUTH
JUST LIKE WHAT I PROMISE YOU YESTERDAY
IT WILL STAY LIKE THIS AND NEVER CHANGE

Labels: MY L.O.V.E

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|11:49|

+friday booking out+

sick fuck.. friday came out saturday night going in.
and i got a 7 days in forest coming up this week.. argh..
stress lah..
i kinda hate forest lor..got snakes, wild boar, insects.
SUCKS!!!!!!
hmmm.. anyways, when i book out on fri,
i went to meet my girl and she brought me my slippers.
Thanks dear ho
wahahaha... ... . .
and together we went back to my house to have dinner.
cause i told mummy she coming over for dinner.
IM SORRY DEAR TO MADE YOU HUNGRY FOR SO LONG.
dint know i will book out so late.. if not i sure ask you go eat sth first de. =X
when we on our way back she told me her mummy saw my photo.
which is the gay-ish de lor..
last time took at east coast de.
then she alone laugh till like there's no tmr like that.
i was like so paiseh. -__-
but as long as she's happy, im enough =D

then we went home and she like a kid like that lor..
keep talking to my didi about AUDITION >.< lol ="X">.<

Labels: lies will bring a relationship down

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|10:39|

+past tense+

Monday,
Monday in Ns is boring and also moody. because i was running a fever with very jia lat de sore throat lor.. could not talk for the whole day and i felt like a mute.
went for body check up for the sign up thingy(although i got no intention of signing on) but i just wanna go there waste some time nia. lolz
Anyway, im just tp sick to talk. tempreture is 37.8..
usually my tem only 36plus plus and am looking forward towards the night calling my girlfriend de but shit things just happened in camp and got to suck thumbs..
they purposly eat our admin time lor. all the way dray until 10pm then give us our phone back. so fuck up the life in camp.

i was so happy when she told me through the phone that her parents know about me and her le.. and that finally something that makes me better for the day =D
but sad things still happen.. which is i jus get to talk to her for like 15mins only.. sickening de.. i think i cant imaging my life without her now..

loves my girlfriend

Labels: sick ray on monday

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|10:29|

Sunday, August 17, 2008

+Saturday+

Saturday,
Went out with my girl,
firstly meet her outside her house and
we went to the army at CHERVON.
and buy a polo T for my mummy, her and me.

Then we went to IMM, had AJISEN RAMAN for dinner.
it was a wonderful night.
after the dinner we went to woodlands to watch the GE TAI.
some songs were nice but some not.
my girl is a special girl with special ability lor.
she can fall asleep on standing mode. =X

the GE TAI ended around 11pm. and we walk down to the jetty.
disappointing lor.. the jetty is super dirty de lor. =(
but it's alright.
the beautiful night make up for the dirty jetty.. ..
after that, i asked her whether she wanna be my girlfriend.
and she finally agreed. after a long long time.

well, it was just a great day.

signing off with loves

("V")

Labels: this honeymoon will last forever

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|12:44|

+GOOD NEWS+

I GOT A GIRLFRIEND
SHE'S A VERY NICE LADY
NAME: HO HUI RU =D
AGE, SEX & LOCATION,
FOR ME TO KNOW AND FOR YOU TO GUESS

THE NOTHING BETWEEN US BUT TRUST

Labels: MY GIRLFRIEND

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|12:40|

Saturday, August 16, 2008

+starting of a very very busy and tiring BMT+

things are all coming up.
like 6km AHM, 16km and 24km route march.
6days field camp plus 1day live grenade throw
and more to come.
meaning my weekends gonna get burn.
this sucks man.

but well, this is the life i had to go through
or parhaps it's the life all males singaporean had to go through.

I'LL BE TRUE TO YOU FROM NOW ON.
NO LIES OR BEAT AROUND THE BUSH

Labels: this i promise you

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|11:50|

+song+

why do all the songs sounds so moody?
seriously, does the songs in your ocmputer play according to your mood people?
i duno. but suddenly i find that all my songs that is being played
sounds so moody.......................

dating back then till now.

i asked you alot of times

this time it really hurtz

why do i hurt so much this time

compare to the past?

i duno. probably i really gave you my all.

there nothing more i could say.

i dare not put in 100% of efforts.

because im afraid.

Labels: where are my balls

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|00:55|

Friday, August 15, 2008

+US+

ERROR POST!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Labels: H.H.R

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|22:23|

+Army Life+

It's was pretty smooth all along until..... .....
WEDNESDAY:
there was this training called the grenade throw.
i was throwing a dummy grenade(fake one with real weight)
It was a hot wed afternoon and our platoon sergent allow us to
take off our helmets throw.
it was going well until my turn.
i was the last few to throw and i dint not really know the tatics
to throw well.
when i was following the sequences, and i throw the grenade,
the grenade fly directly to my friends head.
(as he was also not wearing any helmet)
the grenade hit him and he bleed on the spot.
i was initially laughing and jogging over to see him.

when i reach, i saw the bleed dripping from his head
jus like a tap running like that.
my laughter turn to guiltyness.
i hurry take out my first aid dressing to wrap around his head.
and apologise to him. and my platoon sergent took him to our medical center.

i could not follow up as i still had to continue throwing.
then i throw again. and this time... ..... ...
it flew to the other platoon.
almost hit them in their head again.
but lucky they were wearing helmet.
im stress. im wondering why i couldnt throw a grenade well..
my results in NS is so far still good. but this time,
it really hurt my pride. i felt that im not that good.
i suck in fact.
i cant even throw a grenade well. why must my grenade throw
hurt my own man?!?!?!

and my pride. my performances.
it's 0 again.
i dint not recieve any punishments but i still feel guilty about
injuring him. all i can say is a word of sorry.
what worst was, when he was sent to the medical center?
our only MO in camp was sleeping and unable to attend to him.
fucking hell.. MO was suppose to attend to anyone injure at anytime!!
what worst is, the medic told him it's nothing serious,
(when blood is flowing like running tap)
dint give him any painkiller nor anything.
my faith with the army medical care drop to ZERO too.
i must learn to take care of myself from now on.

well, sorry my friends.

Labels: i did not mean it

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|22:03|

Sunday, August 10, 2008

+The Mummy+

9-08-08
Was suppose to see fireworks together on this day.
but she had little sleep the night before
and therefore she got too tired to go down to raffles.
i made a U-turn back to jurong east to look for her.

we went to watch movie called THE MUMMY

it was a very nice show and funny too.
i really enjoyed the date with her,
althought we miss the fireworks.
yup i was pretty disappointed at first but still alright yar.

after the movie i walk her home.
and she led me to this place inside her condo.
telling me to lookforward and dun turn back.
i stood there like a idiot without knowing what she gonna do.
after that she ask me to turn around and guess what.
she brought firecracker out to make a mini fireworks for me.
again she touch my heart.

i find her character really similar to me.
we love giving others surprises.
we love joking around and teasing one another.
what she did really made me like her more and more.
but the painful thing is we could not be together.
but it's alright. as long as i know she's happy.
im glad already.
im looking forward to all my book out.
because i wanna see her every single minute

LET'S TAKE PICTURES NEXT TIME WHEN WE ARE OUT.
we haben had any pictures taken yet

Labels: Tomb Of The Dragon Emperor

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|11:32|

Saturday, August 9, 2008

+your hug, im touch+

been in camp all day long,
messaging you whenever im free.
you are always in my mind.
just that i did not say out
i wanted to love you but.. ...

im afraid to get hurt.
or even worst, hurt you.
last night,
maybe we had a drink too much.
we are both unhappy.
you are sad because of those people around you.
im unhappy because of you.
i hate the sight of other guys
touching you... .... .. ..
they are your friends,
i could understand.
but those are my feelings.

you could be the one im searching for all this long.
when we were talking last night,
i told you those things happened at pub,
you hug me.
initially i was stun and slowly it turns to touch.
its' really touches me. this is the first time ever,
a girl i like hugs me like that.
i like that feeling. it was warm in the heart.
it's like im being protected.
that feels nice.

im sorry that im too straight forward at times.
i say n did those things to prove my worth.
and how much u meant in my heart.
i will be there for you.
no matters what happened or what gonna happen.
we will face it together.
right now,
it just a trust i need from you.
to open up your heart again to me.
i learn from my fall.
i stand up.
and i will not do things that will hurt our trust.

请在相信我好吗??

Labels: 何惠如

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|14:16|

Sunday, August 3, 2008

+Marksmanship+

Went live range on thur and fri.
it was fun but tirin.
both night reach camp around 12plus and slept at 2 plus.
i love shooting.
Personal score 30 out of 32 targets.
meaning i hit 30 target lor.
can get 31 out of 32 de.
but anger get over me.
every position is allow 4 shot each
when shooting on the standing position,
i miss my 3rd shot,
then i got so piss that i anyhow fire my 4th shot.
lucky dint kena fuck. haha
but seriously, firing was fun.
it was loud but the effect shiok ar.
shooting is totally different from movie de lor.
completely different.LOL

and yup my platoon got the most marksman de.
(marksman=28> out of 32)
we have 19 marksman while other platoon only got 13.
heh heh heh
and 8 marksman from my sections.

WE DID YOU PROUD!!!! ERIC

Labels: I love my rifle

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|09:43|