[[*---Fallen Angel's Journal---*]]

Friday, February 29, 2008

+many post+

Tuesday
Went malaysia walk around with my friends

brought alot of DVD and currently waiting for them to delievery over LOL
went around 12 in the afternoon and reach sg at ermm.. 9??
hah hah. ate alot of delicious food over there and yup
IT'S SUPER DELICIOUS LOR.
got stingray,char kway tiao, ladyfinger, Lala and sotong

after that they all order sugarcane drinks while i had beer.
and damn.. it cost 13rm for a bottle of gaslberg lor.
look at my pathatic face =(

and cheers for our friendship

THE END

Wednesday
nothing much actually..
jus slack at home and went for basketball game in the evening.
my stamina really sucks.... ... ='(
THE END

Thursday
Maggie come over to my house to accompany me cause i was feeling real bored.
then later evening while waiting for my sister and jeremy to come home.
me and her had dinner at my house and around 8 plus we went sheng siong to
purchase my BBQ food.
I really need to thanks MUMMY, MAGGIE, SAMMI, JEREMY for going down and carry
those heavy for me.
THANK YOU SO MUCH ^_^
kinda stress over my bbq party cause i had to plan everything inside out by
myself as i had never really organise a bbq lo.
but this time is by myself. hopes everythings goes well ^_^
THE END

Friday
Finally my bbq party is tonight. some "friends" is not coming =(
but it's really alright because i still had alot of friends to accompany me.
MOST IMPORTANTLY, IM NOT ALONE =)
yup yup.. and hope my friends will allow me to sober tonight =X
Thanks SIMONE TOO..
you know what you have done ^_^
Happy Birthday To RAY =D
later eric and mazel is coming over to help me carry those foods too^_^
so sweet *shy*
LMAO~~~~~
and lastly i hopes everythings goes well tonight ^_^
THE END

Labels: excited and yet nervous LOL

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|12:10|

Monday, February 25, 2008

+birthday+

Hmmm..

just recieved a news that

6am has not closed yet.
seems like they extended their

contract for another year.

LOL
So this time should i celebrate at 6am??

or carry on with my bbq??

Labels: what should it be?

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|20:18|

+Forever Love+

mou hitori de arukenai toki no kaze ga tsuyosugite
Ah kizutsuku koto nante nareta hazu dakedo ima wa...
Ah kono mama dakishimete nureta mama no kokoro o
kawaritsuzukeru kono toki ni kawaranai ai ga aru nara
Will you hold my heart namida uketomete
mou kowaresou na All my heart
Forever Love Forever Dream
afureru omoi dake ga
hageshiku setsunaku jikan o umetsukusu
Oh Tell my why .....All I see is blue in my heart....
Will you stay with me kaze ga sugisaru made
mata afuredasu All my tears
Forever Love Forever Dream kono mama soba ni ite
yoake ni furueru kokoro dakishimete
Oh Stay with me
Ah subete ga owareba ii
owari no nai kono yoru ni
Ah ushinau mono nante nanimo nai anata da-ke
Forever Love Forever Dream kono mama soba ni ite
yoake ni furueru kokoro dakishimete
Ah Will you stay with me kaze ga sugiaru made
mou dare yori mo soba ni
Forever Love Forever Dream kore ijyou arukenai
Oh Tell me why Oh Tell me true oshiete ikiru imi o
Forever Love Forever Dream afureru namida no naka
kagayaku kisetsu ga eien ni kawaru made
Forever Love
THE END

It's a very touching scene of 2 guy.

forever love

Labels: brothers forever

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|16:56|

+i love myself+

you think i will bother about your feeling?
and how you felt?
LOL. don't be crazy.
i asked is to prove something.
prove what you don't need to know.
you dumb dumb =D LOL

MY FEVER IS GONE.
I HAVE RECOVERED AND THANKS EVERYONE FOR YOU CARE AND CONCERN

Labels: thanks

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|00:00|

Sunday, February 24, 2008

+bad bad day+

today really sucks for me.
nothing goes well.
first thing in the morning.
im sick
secondly. i quarrel with my friends.
thirdly. there's not thirdly lah LOL

but also got good things lah.
help my mummy prepare chicken rice.
then happen to find my old friend
in HP(facebook)
whom i sort of lost contact le
and also know some new friends too ^_^

so afterall. it's not exactly that bad.
only some unpleasent moments.
my promise will be kept.

Labels: promise is a lie until it's being fulfill

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|01:21|

Saturday, February 23, 2008

+i felt cheated+

和你在一起的开心,
是错觉吗

Are you trying to pick a fights?

Think first before you accuse me.

Thanks for using your brains.

Labels: did you lie

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|21:32|

+asthma+

I HATE ASTHMA!!!!!!!!!!
I CANT SLEEP WELL!!!!!!
I CANT BREATH WELL!!!!!

Labels: I HATE FALLING SICK

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|19:03|

+if..+

if i am not me.
if i have a different character
what would have happen?
我很辛苦
但是我不知道
我能做什么

Labels: 我很辛苦

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|15:53|

Friday, February 22, 2008

+fucking understand?+

I FUCK YOU.
YOU UNDERSTAND?
I WON'T GO "POH LOW SOH" WITH YOU ANYMORE
ANYTHING!!!!!
WHATEVA!!!!!
JUST BLAME IT ON YOUR LUCK FOR KNOWING ME!!!

DON'T EVEN TRY CHANGING ME

I KNOW YOU FOR WHO

YOU ARE.

YOU KNOW ME FOR WHO I AM

SO I DON'T CHANGE YOU,

YOU BETTER DON'T!!!
GOT IT?!?!?!
UNDERSTAND IT!!!!!!!

Labels: SHITHEAD

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|17:38|

+甘心替代你+

甘心替代你

不管天过风已起
只想依依看着你
夜阑人静会否仍可希冀
经得起优伤与悲
只因心中有著你
路遥长夜记忆从不舍弃
长街的身影穿过风雨有傲气
曾一起出走不怕闯进了绝地
如梦如烟
全像游戏
仿佛天和地在挑选我跟你
如像我亦重遇了生死
难道只好淌泪心痛告别你
无法让我此际替代你
无法让我甘心替代你

Labels: 我甘心替代你

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|01:43|

+drifted+

i felt that we have drifted away.
i don't understand why when i listen
to your blog song. i suddenly think of
the past we had together.

think of the past we sang this song together.
you console me when im down.
you pick me up when i fall.
think of everything you did for me.

is it because of your work that we
drift apart or other reason.
i felt i am not worth your friendship.
i felt suck.
i felt i did not did enough for you.
i felt terrible.
i failed as your friend.
i failed as your brother.
is it me?
or is it someone else.
hence i feel distance between?

most of all.
YOU ARE STILL THE IMPORTANT PERSON

IN MY LIFE
i still have alot of things to do for you.
i still have alot to repay you for everything you've done.
i still.... .....

i want everything to be back.
like how we used to be... ......... .......

Labels: brothers forever

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|01:27|

Thursday, February 21, 2008

+我是坏蛋+

我是坏蛋
im a bad guy.

you left me breathless
but im still missing you

im sorry things i've done.
words i have not said.

Labels: 对不起

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|00:32|

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

+我爱你+

sorry to have make you angry.
im sorry.
i worried too much.
afterall we are still single.
i shouldn't have interfer so much.
对不起,原谅我

Labels: 我爱你

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|18:27|

+bad afternoon+

Bad AFTERNOON.
woke up from a nightmare...
hate nightmare lor..
and i hate stranger take you away from me.
you were mine in the past.
and you were mine now.
I HATE RAY ONG.
he bully me yet you side with him =(

Labels: I want you by my side from now till forever

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|14:46|

+周大侠 MV+

周大侠

Labels: 我好想再看一次

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|03:00|

+what a nice day+

today on my way to meet jasmine after her school.
took 963 then saw some warm stuff.
the bus i took was stopping at a traffic lights.
then there was this primary school girl who was crossing the road
with her friends.
suddenly she turn, wave and smile at the bus driver.
and the bus driver wave back.

duno why suddenly i felt a sense of warmness.
everything seems so nice.
the sence was quite touching for me.
*eyes filled with tears*
okie anyway i jus felt that way okie!!!
cannot ar..
a guy cannot feel touch ar?!?!? LOL

okie then me and jasmine went to Vivo AGAIN
lol. walk around and and our "lunch"
she had her lousy ban mian.
while i have my nice nice laksa.
the laksa was really delicious lor.

after the meal we walked around toy'r'us
suddenly feel like a kid now.
It's all your fault. jasmine!!!
then walk halfway saw this 2 panda place this way.. so sweet lor.

around 7.30 send her back home.
and also zi lian at her house =X

we chatted alot today.
feel quite good mood now.
duno why but 就是爽 lo.

Labels: 我觉得我开始慢慢了解你了

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|01:37|

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

+Ah Long Pte Ltd+

今天和慧琴看老师嫁老大
哎唷,好看唷.
超级好笑的.

慧琴!!!我哪里象MARK LEE嘛!!!!

Different post
Somebody is not happy today.
im sad cause she's sad.
talk to her alot.
cheer her up.
say some weird words out.
not used to saying those words lor.
but those words are from my heart de.
not abit of lies is in there.

i cheer her up abit.

im relieve to know she fine now.

我是你的王子吗??

Labels: 我很想你

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|01:31|

Monday, February 18, 2008

+蒲公英的约定+

小学篱芭旁的蒲公英
是记忆里有味道的风景
午睡操场传来蝉的声音
多少年后也还是很好听

将愿望折纸飞机寄成信
因为我们等不到那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币
却不知道到底能去哪里

一起长大的约定
那样清晰打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今唯一坚持的任性

在走廊上罚站打手心
我们却注意窗边的蜻蜓
我去到哪里你都跟很紧
很多的梦在等待着进行

一起长大的约定

那样清晰打过勾的我相信

说好要一起旅行

是你如今唯一坚持的任性

一起长大的约定
那样真心
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清
你是友情还是错过的爱情

Ray:我还在等待着

Labels: 蒲公英的约定

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|01:29|

Sunday, February 17, 2008

+好辛苦+

我很confuse.
是真情,
还是假意.
i will wait and see for the time being first ^_^

Labels: 好辛苦

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|06:21|

Friday, February 15, 2008

+jasmine+

allow me to understand you
Let me be more understanding towards you

Labels: 这分明是一种痛苦

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|15:33|

+Valentine's day+

Special Valentine's Day Gifts
(My Pictures)LOL XD

Ugly of The Ugliest

Labels: missing you lots

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|02:20|

Thursday, February 14, 2008

+情人节快乐+

EVERYBODY

情人节快乐

Labels: missing you lots

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|09:54|

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

+Brand New Day+

新的一天
A brand new day.
A brand new start.
but if i don't put any efforts,
nothings gonna start.

Labels: 今年会更好

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|19:03|

+Argh..+

got a nice afternoon and evening today
was watching animations all the way until late evening.
something terrible happened.
got a fight with my family member.
and i think im a psycho maniac
im so excited over that fight.
im getting excited thinking about it.
and i get excited cause i enjoy i feelings of fighting.
everything seems so slow during a fight.
i seems to be in control.
brain moving super fast.
thinking of this and that.
i think i need a doctor.
im really turning into a psycho now.
somehow this incident is not really a happy 1.
it just me who feels excited only
the rest of them are upset about it.

put down the unhappy things
and post happy pictures
Happy Lunar Chinese New Year

And Thanks Simone for everything your did for me.
Muackxxxxxx XD

Labels: happy pictures to cover the unhappiness

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|03:18|

Monday, February 11, 2008

+edison scandal+

Edison scandals
the one who spread the photos name himself "KIRA"
and is challanging the power of the police,
the justice, the law.

and for my info,
he's hiding at other country.
where is his location im not sure.
but he's daring,
he's fierce
& he's smart.

Now we got "KIRA"
where is our "L"

when will "L" save the worlds?

will he be the "ONE"

Labels: im missing you

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|01:16|

Sunday, February 10, 2008

+xin nian kuai le+

im uncomfortable today
i felt miserable without you.
i felt lonely.
my nose is giving me trouble,
my tummy is giving me trouble.
even my teeth is giving me trouble too.
i want you back
i don't know if i have the chance again
I MISS YOU :'(

Labels: 我好想你

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|06:22|

Saturday, February 9, 2008

+3rd+

3rd day of new year and yet im down with flu.
guess i too weak le bah.
drink too many cold drinks le.
and junk food too.

ltr will drop by fren house and movie ltr tonight.
abit dun feel like going out lor. but
CANNOT!!!!!
for the sake of my ANG BAO
I MUST GO!!! LOL

Spastic RAY

The 小鬼 look alike hairstyle XD

Labels: 我想的人就是你

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|14:34|

+haiz+

Itsanotrecare
itsgfnotlkconcern
imicalliuthemshit
uselessdqwordsnuof
carepioandmunconcern
superdeduperredemontionalmoanow

Labels: im a useless piece of shit ^_^

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|03:10|

+2nd of CNY+

我真的好累
付出的一切
没有回报
请原谅我
and let me be alone for the time being.
im just physically
plus mentally
TOO TIRED

Labels: everything seems so fake

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|02:48|

Friday, February 8, 2008

+happy chinese new year+

today tired whole day. did nth. talk alot of craps with my cousins.
and suddenly realise im really old le. ohh MY!!!!
i got a 2 for my age soon le.

haha. get some angbaos.
and some still owe me ANGBAOS!!!! ARGH!!! lol.

somebody change le.
really change le.
my care and concern no longer means anything le :(
cheer up ray.
it's new year time ^_^

Labels: and your the one, till the end

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|00:12|

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

+thanks god i found you+

I would give you my everything,
There's nothing in this world i wouldn't do
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
Because without you beside me i can't survive
Don't wanna try
If you are keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be all right
Cause i need you in my life.

Labels: im still missing you

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|14:50|

+29th night+

last night after went sheng song with mummy.
come back and after blogging,
played majong again.
guess im addicted to it le. lol
initially wanted to play with
mazel, sammi, jeremy de lor.
cause can play small small mah.
then uncle suddenly chomp a sit.
the odds raise to 50cents-1 dollars.
sad lor. we wanted to played 20cents-40cents de.
totally ruin it. and shit. i lost another 108 to uncle.

lol. anyway after the game mummy and uncle went to bed.
leaving the smalls one to played.
finally 5-1 come alre.
played until 4.30am lor. damn sleepy.
won $5.20 lol first time win on majong.

and OHH MY GOD.
jasmine fever is back again :(
i pray for your recovery okie?
must get well fast fast so can go take ang bao with me
when i come back. =D

Labels: im still missing you

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|14:27|

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

+bad day+

Had a pretty rough day this afternoon.
i felt i was a terrible brother.
i failed my job being you brother.
i try the rough way,
and i did the nice way.
but none works.
hais... nvm stop talking about it.

since my day was alre ruin,
i decided to go have a hair cut be4 CNY.
went monsoon to cut. not bad.
got discount cause JERE friend is working there
first time cut a 20+ dollars head but it looks good.
totally different from those 8 dollars de saloon lol.

after that meet my mom at Sheng Song to help her carry things.
and also brought some items for myself lol.

Monsoon at Novena Square

Labels: im still missing you

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|22:11|

+first time+

today played majong with my family.
first time of my life i played majong with real people
i always know how to played but never play with real players be4
these people i played with are real pros man.
landed myself heavily in debts sia.
all lao jiao.
only im new jiao lor.
tio scam and foul lots of time. XD
pay alot of tuitions fee sia. hai sadded.
totally i lost $200 plus the whole day.

mayb i kinda no mood to play lah that why will lose so much.
jasmine is sick. and sounds to me she's very sick.
i feel so bad.
she's sick yet i cant do anything to make her feel better
or get well. hais. im really worried about her over some sms she said.

i'll pray hard for you to get well soon de.
miss you lots lots

The 2 super fast pro(look at their hands,"shadow hands")

Pro no.1(mum)

Pro no.2(uncle)

Pro no.3(jere)

Pro no.4(sister)

Still so fast XD

And they really bo pang chance for me de lor.

im yearning for you more and more each passing day

Labels: GET WELL SOON JASMINE

[[ Fallen Angel ]]*|01:38|