Labels: i did not mean it
WEDNESDAY:
there was this training called the grenade throw.
i was throwing a dummy grenade(fake one with real weight)
It was a hot wed afternoon and our platoon sergent allow us to
take off our helmets throw.
it was going well until my turn.
i was the last few to throw and i dint not really know the tatics
to throw well.
when i was following the sequences, and i throw the grenade,
the grenade fly directly to my friends head.
(as he was also not wearing any helmet)
the grenade hit him and he bleed on the spot.
i was initially laughing and jogging over to see him.
when i reach, i saw the bleed dripping from his head
jus like a tap running like that.
my laughter turn to guiltyness.
i hurry take out my first aid dressing to wrap around his head.
and apologise to him. and my platoon sergent took him to our medical center.
i could not follow up as i still had to continue throwing.
then i throw again. and this time... ..... ...
it flew to the other platoon.
almost hit them in their head again.
but lucky they were wearing helmet.
im stress. im wondering why i couldnt throw a grenade well..
my results in NS is so far still good. but this time,
it really hurt my pride. i felt that im not that good.
i suck in fact.
i cant even throw a grenade well. why must my grenade throw
hurt my own man?!?!?!
and my pride. my performances.
it's 0 again.
i dint not recieve any punishments but i still feel guilty about
injuring him. all i can say is a word of sorry.
what worst was, when he was sent to the medical center?
our only MO in camp was sleeping and unable to attend to him.
fucking hell.. MO was suppose to attend to anyone injure at anytime!!
what worst is, the medic told him it's nothing serious,
(when blood is flowing like running tap)
dint give him any painkiller nor anything.
my faith with the army medical care drop to ZERO too.
i must learn to take care of myself from now on.
well, sorry my friends.
Name:Ray Sim Wang Si
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